yes i'm still here after many months of being gone...well i'm back in cali again...and i still hate it here...to much of the past is rearing its ugly head again....all i can say is more drama.drama.drama....anyways i have a few ideas on what to draw but its hard finding my pad and paper and my favorite pencil. my daughter has grown so much and she is so beautiful and always blossoming...a mom couldn't ask for more...the boys on the other hand have been acting up again and we thought that when we were in illinous that it finally stopped well there back doing the same stuff all over again and i have a feeling is all because their real father is here doing the same stuff as usual...he hasn't changed one bits....all about promises to the boys broken...said he is going to come over and spend time with them and doesn't show...well i've had it...